ystd was our band farewell party. accompanied xian to do her hair, so we were, er.. late. very late actually. haha. hmmm. was busy taking photos. haha. after tt went dou feng-ing with lao de. he HAD A CAR! okay, not his. but he drives! arhaha. so proud of him. wahaha. brought us to some funny places in changi to see ah guas. reach home at arnd 3plus. damn tired.

this morn, went for mjband de tune in. supposed to be fun. if only i could play better on the trombone. sighs. deproved so much tt i played practically nth! we were late and i didnt even know i was playing the 3rd part until we reached animation medley. it was like, very low. okay, for me. i need to puff my cheeks for those notes. i was playing soo soft tt i couldnt hear myself too. if i were to play loud, all the wrong notes will come out. so sia suay. so, i just.. roll along. rollin' rolling'..

the pieces arent easy. the worst thing is!! i was being sandwiched between 2 pro de!! omg. i was demoralised. sad. have to buck up le. not not i cant pass the audition(i think cant la) then cant appeal then cant get into jc then cant get a A level cert then cant get into U then have to go poly then have to work then haev to do projects then have to buy alot of clothes. hais. i need money. oh ya. i dropped kev's slide just now!! i was like OH NO! somemore his tbone is like bao yang till very gd, still so shiny and nice. was actually quite stressed to have to use it but no choice, cos' i dont wanna use the bass. i think he cried? did he? haha. or he was just having tt runny nose. i was so guilty + scared man. tt monster. =x anyway, he must be feeling so sad man, but tt was an accident!! ok la, it was my fault. shld have be more careful. after 10 yrs, i wld buy him anything he wants(IF he still want it). i will never forget tt scary moment. SORRY!